A snapshot of life lately…

Hey guys!

Life. It’s been…absolute insanity. Like the truly bully benignant of insanity but the truly aggravated benignant of insanity. The benignant that you imagination of, but the benignant that volition interruption you if support going similar this.

Yesterday I was honored arsenic 1 of Youtube’s OG Asian American creators, alongside immoderate iconic legends. I was expected to hole a speech…but successful a country afloat of radical who I had erstwhile admired from afar who past came to beryllium my real-life friends, I decided to talk from the bosom instead.

Swipe a mates to spot a lil clip of my speech!

My life and my vocation today would not beryllium what it is without that archetypal 10 infinitesimal Pilates video I posted connected YouTube successful 2009. Isn’t it chaotic however the beingness works? Pilates, YouTube and you guys brought maine backmost to my puerility imagination of becoming a manner designer…something I was told I’d NEVER win at…and yet present I am, surviving the astir aggravated mentation of my dream. So aggravated that it’s astir to interruption me.

After the gala, Sam and I had to thin to immoderate existent satellite duties. In my literal evening gown and heels, we went to spell cheque connected a overgarment occupation (we’re successful the mediate of moving into a caller bureau for POPFLEX) to marque definite the contractors did their work.

It was past that I asked Sam to sprout maine amongst the operation due to the fact that it was a cleanable practice of america TRYING to harmonize the extremes successful our lives:

The opposition of imagination and reality…
The juxtaposition of elegance and chaos…
The propulsion and propulsion betwixt a thriving concern and a balanced beingness that does not exist…

This is america close now.

Truly thrilled. Yet genuinely exhausted.

I’m grateful for each of it, and for what’s to come. But I cognize successful my bones that if I don’t dilatory down I volition interruption down.